she left....

It was a sad week for me...to overcome my best buddy leaving sg for 6 years~ its not long and not short either...we never be apart for so long ever since we met each other....

People might be saying...what for...silly...she will be back...but the issue is 我捨不得...it felt like a part of me being torn away...its that uncomfortable...that sad...that pain...

she will always sms us..."do you miss me?"

and

i'll always did not really care...but now....i really really really miss you girl....i never felt that way before...unconsciously, tears rolled down again....

Yesterday night she left....so unluckily...i OT till very late...and was so worried that i might miss her...i cab from a client house back and was pissed,cursing and swearing my boss...feeling sad and worried...i couldn't imagine myself miss meeting her before she leaves...

Everything happened so fast...chatting taking pictures..and the farewell....most of us cried...most of us are worried....most of us missed her... tears couldn't stop....but the funny part is....the other 5 girls of us avoid looking at each other and even her(maybe just me)...so that we could stop crying...but..i regretted not looking at her and hugged her before she left...

She left~ how long do i need to not let tears fall...she been with us to everywhere....everywhere we go has the memories that will not be forgotten...

its like a dream when i saw her back...i still could not accept the fact that she left...............

*ps : sorry for this emotional post...but i really need a space...

dear girl: i know someday you will read this....so please take care of yourselves...must eat..stay positive always and don't let others bully you!!! remember to keep us update with photos and...don't forget the memories with us..either good or bad...lastly....email me!!!! skype!!!!!