Its OFFICIALLY 2am....

Ever since the beginning of 2012, my sleeping time CHANGED!!! FML...

But to be honest, it is a bad and a good thing...LOL ~ 

Its a sad case because its officially 2am!!! and I fucking have to wake up for work at like 7.30am??!?! That's only left with 5.5 hrs!! WTF...

Therefore, all my FB or twitter followers will see half of the time my tweets goes "ZZZZZZzzzz" or " I'm tired"!! I'm really sorry to flood your timeline with sleepy tweets~ BUT it really can't be help... Well, at least I tried to turn in early.. Still, I would lie down on my cosy bed and not able to sleep unless its 2am!!! FML like a totally...

SUAY OR NOT?!?! not 12am but a freaking 2am!!

So what am I up for?!?!

Hmmmm, fortunately, I've got a few freelance jobs that kept me up~ *the good point* 

It means more $$$ and more enjoyment!!

Well, I love working as a freelance designer, because no need to see some people's face, or more like no need to depend on other people's mood to determine the rest of my days??

I love design... But fearing everyday if you are moody or not and it effects me, is fucking unfair~

OK!! Stop ranting about it... and I'm gonna cut it clean in like 2 months time? I have my reasons of not doing now.. but 2 months, I'll be able to endure *since I've done it for the past 2 ++ years?*

So...my plans for now are pretty simple....

1. I'm gonna enjoy every bit... see and learn more things before I'm let say 25?

- Probably travel and PT a bit here and there..  OH come on, I did not have a long break ever since my O levels!!! and life is short~

2. I'm gonna try my plans, of being a full time freelance designer probably starting a small design film?

Really small.. Like overhead only me and myself? I mean for now lah.. Next time, I'll be seating on the couch shake leg and wait for people earn $$ for me!!

- BUT in another hand, I don't want to be full time designer for more than 10 years.. soooo.... Hmmm, I'll probably start up a shop or a cafe?? *bling bling*

Most importantly, I'm gonna slow down a bit and complete what is left undone, like my store left there with stocks hanging around... my freaking limited knowledge that needed some upgrading...and most importantly, MY LIFE!!!

I'M GONNA GET A LIVE!!! AND NOT SLEEP AT 2AM ANYMORE!!!! 

Please let me get rid of the sleepy eyes and focus in my future plannings!!

nuff said and rants..

and thanks for bearing wih my rubbish and finish reading this post... SUPPORT ME PLEASE!!

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miss me?

Hello people....not been updating for awhile....

yaya i know that...

Well, i have great thoughts with my new job...not really new but the latest job...

its incredible that i felt I'm back to school learning new things. Everyday is a new day...new problems i will encounter...though i design lesser...but from this lesser bits, i learn alot greater things that aid my design...confusing?

Not really....i learn things that normal designer will not give a thought of...i feel proud...though i'm still not there yet, i know i will be there faster and better then anybody...

The thought came by after i skyped with my cousin who is also a product designer...she is 4 yrs older then me and she graduated with a degree...she is now working in china, tian jing as a trophy/award designer.........

i felt, i'm lucky to meet scott, who helped me realize/fulfil my dreams...i did not waste my money for studying something that my parents don't support..i walked through a hard way and finally i'm here doing something that i love....

and i believe....in future, there will be something that i can fulfilled.

i'm proud of myself..and i can do it.... to be a better FURNITURE DESIGNER~ =)

sounds chim...but its a strong feel....

Happy Day

YEAH!!! i finally saw the March sunset..HAHA...

march was a busy month for me...terribly busy...not even time for me to breathe....BUT today i saw the sunset at tampines...not because i took an off day or on MC...

i left the office on the dot... like i pressed the exit button at 6.30pm!!!! OH MY F***king GOD!!!!
so happy lah...skipping down the road to take my bus...hoho...

secondly...i was chatting with k on msn...haha..and we are talking a but the voodoo socks that we going to get it...and suddenly k msged me :

k: i knocked onto my plug! power off..FML!!!
Me: Haahahaha...(wtf i do not know why but i just feel she damn funny and sway like me...)

and i really think she need that socks very much loh...i tink u get 7 pairs lah...everyday wear...haha...our conversation were pretty funny and interesting too....the KANNINAH kid life and all....

lets hope the rest of the days will be this great... =D

New beginning...

Its the end and the start of new chapter...

I finally decided to make the switch.... am i too passionate that i lose my mind? well...people can say that...but personally, i understand the needs of cash and contribute.. But the other hand, there is this rare chance that came upon me..waving at me... and further more is something i wanted from the start....so...why not???

and yes...i quit a quite a high paid job to a super low one~ dramatically....plus...i'm going to lose all the pretty attractive benefits...the laptop...the fun people....the 2 computers that i'm working with since a year ago... the many many off days when i over worked... shifu protection shield... and also his help in completing my stuff.... the lesson on photoshop that he taught... the unlimited of jokes that we joked... the rides home and supper... and alot alot of fun memories...though there are low times, but i guess those times were already covered by those happy memories...indeed...its a small and nice company that i felt warmed and family as well as i felt i'm part of them...really nice....

BUT, its FURNITURE DESIGN!!! like oh my god...its since a couple of years ago that i'm aiming for...

I'm afraid!!! REALLY~ because i need to start from the new beginning all over again... i'm scared...will i able to impress the new market of clients... and my boss? will the boss like shi fu? very patient with people like me?

hmmm....well i guess there is no turning back then...no pain no gain right? i should just treat it as a start to my new experience like a learning ground then...

Lets hope for me....that it will be a good one just like my first design job..with fun loving colleagues...i will definitely miss the warmth of the family...

*to luke : oh please....let me come back lah!!! to see you guys man...
and please don't make me cry on my last day...PLEASE!!!! PLEASE!!! PLEASE!!!

i'm really sad to leave them..really...kind of heart ache..but at the same time i want to move to the right path that i chose before...to me, its still like a dream...i still could not believe that i left them...really sad....

I miss those days...

i started to miss secondary school life...

regretted? hmmm...maybe...

i remembered that i used to complain " wah liao boring loh...and damn tiring lah...hate it loh!!!" but now i began to miss it..YA AND I MEAN IT!!!

it was the period when i get to sleep as early as 10pm but preferred to play com or watch tv back then...

it was also the period i get to reach home as early as 1 or 2pm but i preferred to hang out late...

and it was also the period when i get long holidays and really rest and relac one corner~ but i would go out everyday *i also don't know why is there so much place to go that time*

but all these i really missed it...the stress that i use to claim it is wasn't a thing until today...not even when I'm in poly...but NOW~

when I'm in the society working as a designer...this year was the first year when i do not get long holidays during December...how sad...celebrate the shitty Christmas in my office? how sad...no public holiday rest during this December? how sad...staying in office till 12 plus 1 during Christmas night? how sad...but i think need to get use to it anytime sooner...

but there is still one thing that i felt comforted during this year Christmas is...at least...dear would make his effort to come down to my office and surprise me during the Christmas night which i think i would be damn lonely...thou he came with nothing...BUT still i felt really comforted..*but he regretted the next morning..cause he wanted to go Christmas riding with his bro* =(

I'm sad!!

I'm sad....my business is not doing well...

It is not like it is when it was 1 year ago... because of recession? sad...

what should i do???!?!?!